MissGordon

I have student loans in default , $15085.56, there is no possible way I can pay them off either.  I keep praying, maybe this year God will Bless Me with the Publisher's Clearing House $10,000,000, or Somehow I will find people with notes to sell, so that I can not only pay those off, but start paying back those who have helped me, and hopefully, start making some kind of money.  I have a hard time working in normal businesses because I want to stay at home with my daughter for one, and two, I really want to run a business of my own out of my home.  My Father has brought me in to learn and grow in the note industry, but I need $$ just for the advertising and getting his name out.  I can understand if no one wants to help me, why should they.  I'm just praying for an amazing break through in my life right now.  Not just for myself, but for my family, and for the ability to go down to the food stamp office and hand out help to those who truly need it.  I want to marry my wonderful fiance, but I don't want them garnishing his wages for my defaulted loans, he works plenty hard enough as it is just to help take care of a daughter that he has accepted as his own, even if it's not by blood.  I love him so much, and want to obey God in every possible way, and Marry Him.  But I don't want to him to take on a burden too big for him to carry.  God, If you would be so kind, Help me.  I want to obey you, and follow you.  I want to set a good example for my children and to provide for my family.  I want to make success and opportunity not only possible but a reality for me, and anyone else that I can help make a reality.  Make my cup overflow, and spill out and overflow any cup that may take from mine.  I love you Lord God, you have given me life, and love.  You have Blessed me with your Precious Gifts.  You have been my rock, my stronghold.  You are The One and ONLY AWESOME GOD, And this world Has been blessed in so many ways by you.  You have Given us Knowledge and Wisdom.  Precious Metals, and Materials of which we take for granted.  You have given the Rich, and to the poor.  I do not want the Riches that come from Satan, for they are dust, nothing compares to you LORD GOD.  YOUR most Precious Gift was your SON, Jesus Christ.  Jesus, Thank you for giving your Life for mine.  Thank You Lord Jesus, for Your Precious Grace, Love, Compassion, and Spirit.  Thank you for Lighting the way.  May Your Will Be done In My Life as it is in Heaven.  In Jesus Powerful and Mighty HOLY name, AMEN