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Hello!  I'm back!  I've got a heart full of inspiration, and a big dreamer of a mind, to help you out.  If you feel alone, you're not.  If you feel like you can't go on, You Can, and You will.  If you feel like the world is crashing down around you...well, you will get through it.

 If you keep your eye on these pages.  I will give you the inspiration, and share my horrible experiences, so that You too, can get through it.

 One Step at a time.  Don't give up just yet.  I haven't.

Love, MissGordon

If you haven't noticed, I'm back, and I'm here to tell you.  Life does go on.

 Life is never easy for me.  But I'm learning to be better than I was before.

Someday, I'm going to find the treasure that I am, and I'm not going to let another jerk,

tear me down, or strip me of my dignity.  I won't let another man, tell me what I want to hear, just so he can get what he wants.

Woman, you are a gem, a diamond, all the gold, silver, titanium and platinum in the world can't compare to you.  So, don't settle, and don't let that jerk tear you down anymore.  You are going to rock this world, and you are going to turn heads.

You can build that business, and make something of your life.  Just don't be blind to the BS.  There is alot out there.  Just like the jerks with a million lines, there are just as many out there ready to take advantage of you.

Pay attention, and don't spend a dime, don't too much time, until you know what it's all about.  because Your life is too precious to waste on BS.

I'm not going to knock any colleges, because they can really help you understand many things that you might not have figured out on your own....However, Too many of us, are defaulting on student loans that we have no way of paying for.......I have my fair share of horror stories...

So, this is to help you find a new route to take to getting a higher education, and even exploring all your curiousities and figure out what you Really want to do.  And if you can get some of your own education in now, FREE, and without the demands of deadlines, you can gain some perspective, and even prepare yourself for the fields that you are deeply interested in.

 There are atleast a dozen online places you can go to get a free education!!!

You can do it.  Find a computer, and get crackin'.

Start with Free-ed.net. And get ahead of the game.

Free-ed.net

I have Friends and Family that Love Me.

I have children that are amazing.

I have been through alot and learned from each of the lessons.

I have A Savior Who Died for Me On Calvary, and rose from His Grave, and will soon return.

I have A God That Loves Me..

I have a roof over my head...

I have a comfortable bed to sleep in.

I have a computer to work on.

I have feet for walking, nose for smelling, eyes that see, ears that hear, fingers that touch and grab with, I have seeds for planting, and water is still available.

God Loves Us.........And wants the very best for Us...His Word is Not to Tear Us Down....But to tear down the binds that keep us from moving forward........

He never wants us to abuse one another....But He does want us to continue to help each other grow...........

In My Situation, I love a man, But I also need to know his Committment is Real.....I'm about to find out.....The hard way..........

Please Pray, that we will see the Light.......And May Love Set Us On the Right Path....

In Jesus Holy Name,

Amen.

Find a Job Corps Recruiter!!!!!  Fast!!!!!   Job Corps still has centers with Daycare on the premises.........DON'T SETTLE........You can get an Amazing Education, and Job Training......You CAN DO IT..........YOU HAVE TO DO IT, for yourself, and for your little one.........PLUS, they will help you with finding A Job and everything else when you leave.......But you have to ask for the help.......And make your goals very clear.....And do not settle for any of the jerks there......You're future and Your baby's future are at stake here......You need to get Your life on track and JOB CORPS is your best option........Be strong....You can do it........And Get all the education and training you can get your hands on.....That is the only way that you are going to survive and Best of all, SUCCEED VICTORIOUSLY!!!!!!!

    And never ever settle for less, you are worth it, God Said so, and You are never alone...God is always with you Dear!!!!

God Bless, and Tell Aidpages your success Story As Soon As you Can.....

You are a Rockstar!!!!!!!   Just Keep That In Mind!!!

Reasons To Leave......

We live with his mom, and she runs the show, and even interferes with our relationship

He doesn't meet my needs.......And I need certain things, So that I can get help finding a job and daycare......

I'm constantly looking over my shoulder, stressed out about what am I doing wrong this time!!!

I can't clean.....cook......or even go to the bathroom(literally)....without His Mom Complaining, Picking at Me.....Or finding something that she disapproves of..........

He's already made it clear......That If I leave this house.......My Daughter and I leave without him......That makes things all too clear.....

He doesn't even talk to me anymore........Any time He has something deep in his heart or on his mind.........He goes straight to his Mom.......I might get an update sometimes, if I'm lucky

He wants sex........without taking care of my heart first.

Reasons to Stay:

I Love Him........

My Daughter Loves Him......He is the only Father she has ever known...

She Calls Him Daddy.......

He is the Greatest Man I have ever known........

He is an Awesome Man.........

He has been Good To Me For the Most Part.....

Made me feel so secure, for the most part.....

What do You think???

  Don't buy into every hook line and sinker out there.  We have a massive epidemic online, of gurus and people who want to make money, by selling you hot air.  It's not entirely hot air, many of them are serious tools that you could really use.  But for all too many, we just don't have that kind of money.

  Build Your Own Websites for FREE, just for the fun of it.  If you want a business online, you have to know the basics of HTML.  And MANY Free websites, like http://synthasite.com, will give you the tools to learn how to use it.  Also, for the brave at heart, http://Myspace.com, sticking with the 1.0 version, and learning how to cut and paste and build up your own profile, will seriously teach so much about the basics of html codes.  Practice, and Practice some more.......Then when you feel comfortable with these two sites, you might want to consider http://ucoz.com, and put yourself on a whole new level.

 Get Firefox!  You can download it from http://Mozilla.com, play with it, browse, check out all of it's features.  It's a an amazing browser to have.  Next check out all of their add-ons, and review their descriptions and also check out their themes, and make it dazzle to your liking. 

 Get Virus protection......not just any virus protection, because some of them come with their own set of problems.  Check out AVG, and research every one of them you see, and make sure you google any problems they may be having, and how amazing they are.  Also, Protect yourself from phishing as well.

 After you have a website you are absolutly thrilled about, and feel comfortable with publishing it and letting the world see it.  Go to Commission Junction, http://cj.com, and sign up as a publisher.  Submitt your website, and check out all the different advertisers and apply to affiliate for them.  This gives you the potential to earn commission, when ever people click into the site and buy from your banner.  Imagine that.....And it doesn't cost a dime to join commission junction..But you will need to fill out a tax form...that way they can send you the checks.

 After you have the website and the banners in place, it's time for traffic.  And it won't be as easy as it sounds, in fact, sometimes, you'll just want to say forget it.  But, but if you stick to your guns and do it right, you could be getting high traffic in a week.  But for those like me, who have too many distraction in the day, It might take longer.  The key is to join a traffic exchange, and then downline from there. 

 If you can, get a team of friends or family members to join your endeavors. Get them to  traffic surf, and promote with you. 

 Don't Give Up, and don't give in to all the guru's out there.  There are only a handful I'ld consider, because they aren't selling false hope.  If you're ready to pay for the knowledge, then go to someone who will really help you, and not waste your time and money.  One is by a man named Nathan, he's really good, knows what he's talking about, been through all the ups and downs of internet marketing, and knows what works, and what doesn't, and can help you, and will help you for a smaller fee than any other marketing genius out there. http://dollarsinpocket.com 

First lessons are free, and if you like the program, and want to know more of the marketing secrets, and are prepared to pay for it, don't waste your precious money on anyone else!  

$71, That's it......anyone else that charges less, will not work as hard for you as he does, and anyone who charges more, well, they won't be near as dedicated to your success and prosperity as he is.  They are only in it for you to make them rediculously rich.

Last but Not least, have confidence in yourself, your website, and your marketing.....Because that will get you further than ANYTHING ELSE.

God Bless, and may you be PROSPEROUS, and MIGHTY IN HEALTH, WEALTH, AND KNOWLEDGE.

#1.  Don't buy into every hook line and sinker out there.  We have a massive epidemic online, of gurus and people who want to make money, by selling you hot air.  It's not entirely hot air, many of them are serious tools that you could really use.  But for all too many, we just don't have that kind of money.

#2.  Build Your Own Websites for FREE, just for the fun of it.  If you want a business online, you have to know the basics of HTML.  And MANY Free websites, like http://synthasite.com, will give you the tools to learn how to use it.  Also, for the brave at heart, http://Myspace.com, sticking with the 1.0 version, and learning how to cut and paste and build up your own profile, will seriously teach so much about the basics of html codes.  Practice, and Practice some more.......Then when you feel comfortable with these two sites, you might want to consider http://ucoz.com, and put yourself on a whole new level.

#3.  Get Firefox!  You can download it from http://Mozilla.com, play with it, browse, check out all of it's features.  It's a an amazing browser to have.  Next check out all of their add-ons, and review their descriptions and also check out their themes, and make it dazzle to your liking. 

#4.  Get Virus protection......not just any virus protection, because some of them come with their own set of problems.  Check out AVG, and research every one of them you see, and make sure you google any problems they may be having, and how amazing they are.  Also, Protect yourself from phishing as well.

#5.  After you have a website you are absolutly thrilled about, and feel comfortable with publishing it and letting the world see it.  Go to Commission Junction, http://cj.com, and sign up as a publisher.  Submitt your website, and check out all the different advertisers and apply to affiliate for them.  This gives you the potential to earn commission, when ever people click into the site and buy from your banner.  Imagine that.....And it doesn't cost a dime to join commission junction..But you will need to fill out a tax form...that way they can send you the checks.

#6.  After you have the website and the banners in place, it's time for traffic.  And it won't be as easy as it sounds, in fact, sometimes, you'll just want to say forget it.  But, but if you stick to your guns and do it right, you could be getting high traffic in a week.  But for those like me, who have too many distraction in the day, It might take longer.  The key is to join a traffic exchange, and then downline from there. 

#7.  If you can, get a team of friends or family members to join your endeavors, and traffic surf, and promote with you. 

#8.  Don't Give Up, and don't give in to all the guru's out there.  There are only a handful I'ld consider, because they aren't selling false hope.  If you're ready to pay for the knowledge, then go to someone who will really help you, and not waste your time and money.  One is by a man named Nathan, he's really good, knows what he's talking about, been through all the ups and downs of internet marketing, and knows what works, and what doesn't, and can help you, and will help you for a smaller fee than any other marketing genius out there. http://dollarsinpocket.com 

First lessons are free, and if you like the program, and want to know more of the marketing secrets, and are prepared to pay for it, don't waste your precious money on anyone else!  

$71, That's it......anyone else that charges less, will not work as hard for you as he does, and anyone who charges more, well, they won't be near as dedicated to your success and prosperity as he is.  They are only in it for you to make them rediculously rich.

Last but Not least, have confidence in yourself, your website, and your marketing.....Because that will get you further than ANYTHING ELSE.

God Bless, and may you be PROSPEROUS, and MIGHTY IN HEALTH, WEALTH, AND KNOWLEDGE.

There are so many convincing circumstances, and critics, that tell me that I am worthless.

I can't find a job, I can't get certain things just right, I don't fit the model types on tv or in my magazine.  I'm not the most intelligent, or the most talented in any one certain thing.  I am beautiful in my own genuine way, set apart from anyone else, my beauty comes from my heart.  I Have a mind that thinks outside the box regularly, and yet, I can be logical, or poetic.  I am my own toughest critic, and worst enemy.  I can be innovative in my thinking, so innovative, that it's impossible, because of the world we live in.  But then again, nothing is ever impossible.  Hurricanes, earthquakes, and turmoil around us happen all the time, and yet, every once in a while survivors happen.  But what about those who are lost, what can we do?

PRAY, and TRUST IN GOD!

Because HE ALONE sees all and can be where no one or thing else can be.

And our only link to Him Is Jesus Christ, Son Of God.

So many can debate the name, or what ever else they choose to debate over.

Fact is, We are given Locked doors, and keys, not just because of mans invention, but God gave us this very insight to let us know, His door is Locked to us, unless we come to Jesus, The Key to Our Salvation and Hope.  For this reason, I am going to learn the Hebrew language, to open my heart and mind to the language of His People.  And to Open my heart, mind and soul, to HIS UNDERSTANDING, which is too much for any one of us to handle.

But as I do with all tough projects, I take it, one step, one day, one tough lesson after another.

As I learn, I grow, As I grow, I understand, just a little more.

For the majority of my life.  I've been in a vicious cycle.  So, incredibly anguishing and beyond draining.  Bad things, constantly happening, with out relenting, with out fail, and without signs of ever letting up.  Circumstances, of my own making some would say.  Sometimes, ok, many times, I will sit and argue about how, I'm not doing this.  The source of truth says differently.

Today, I was guided, by one of the most unexpected places, to the truth of God, and the message He was sending me.  Despite how many would tell me that it was the voice of the devil, the fact is, it wasn't.  It was the voice of Truth.  And despite the fact that this person is technically outside my faith.  God still used her wisdom and genuine love, to speak to me.

One step at a time, I must, transform my thinking, from the negative and destructive, to the positive and powerful.  Hate simply destroys, but Love Creates.

Time to shine, and light up the whole world.

Hope

I don't want your money.  I need prayer, and lots of it.

I need angels to help me, and guide me.  Because I'm facing

a demon, that has plagued me my whole entire life.

Ripping away every hope, dream, and every success, right

out of my hands.

Now, It's coming down to the final hour,

where Every shame, every stain, and every

anguishing trial, will bury me in deep sorrow, and agony.

I believe In Jesus Christ, He is Mine, And I will Worship Him

Til there is no more breath to breath. 

I'm glad it's all finally coming, all the premenitions,

and seeing what's really going on, and not being able to

explain it all.

Lord, be with me in my bitter worst moment.

And No Matter what happens,  I know that You are Lord, You

created the galaxy, the molecule, and even me.

Thank you for giving me life, and thank you for the Love.

Jesus, my savior, be with me, Please, because no one in

this universe, understands what I'm going through more than You.

I'm sorry, that I just wasn't good enough, and couldn't get it right.

I'm sorry, that I failed so many times.  I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.

I'd take my life if I could, but it is not mine to take.

I am at your mercy Lord, I breathe for you.

That's all I'm good at.

Please, be with those who have no place to go, Please, be with those who have no family, no friends, Please be with the drunken jerk who left his family for fun, may he come to his senses before it's too late, Please be with the Bitter Hateful Woman, Show her the kindness that she couldn't show me, Be with the Momma's Boy who won't be able to have a family of his own, because his mother won't let him.  And Lord, be with those like me, who fall between the cracks.

Be with my friends and family, and let them know how sorry I really am.

Lord, I'm scared, I don't have the strength for this fight.

I'm not sure of what's to come.  My heart breaks,

because I know that I'm not worthy of any gift

you give.  My soul aches, because, I want to

do right, I want to show you how much I love you,

In every way.  But no matter where I go, This bitter demon

chases me down.  And invokes people around me.

I know, because they all do the same exact things.

Lord, I know I'm a loser, I know that I'm scum of the earth.

But I do love, and love to give.  I love you Lord.

I'm sorry that I can't be better, do better,

and give you the glory you alone deserve.

I'm sorry that I'm not worth the life you have given.

If I'm Gone, Will You atleast know, that I loved you.

If I'm Gone, Will any one at all, miss me.

I'm not making a new year's resolution.  What I will do, is everyday, I will do something new.  Everyday, after I wake, I will do something I had not done before.  Sing a song, or find something that I love about me, and the world around me. I'm not promising anything, but I am going to find something beautiful to say to you, and others.  I'm going to hope for the best, and be prepared for the worst.

I will always pray for you. And All of us in Need.  I will praise God for the Blessings that He Brings, and the love that will never die.  I am so thankful He Loves Us, and wants more than just fame or wealth, he wants us to have a life that money, beauty, brains, nor talent can buy.  No, not all the of the lessons, trials, or tests of faith, are easy or fun all the time.  But the Joy, Strength, and Wisdom, that comes along the way, are Priceless.

May the New Year bring you Joy, Strength, Wisdom, Wealth, and tons of wonderful priceless moments.

Welcome to my video sharing party!  In the comments, there's a little line that is for posting videos from utube and other sites.  Find yourself a Christmas Video to share with the rest of us.  Merry Christmas Everyone!

In MY opinion, There aren't enough REAL opportunities online.  Given our economic situations, you would think that there would be more companies more than willing to hire people working from home.  That way, mothers can be with their children, cutting cost of daycare.  That way fewer people are using GAS to get to work.  However, there are so many companies downsizing, cutting hours, and then letting people go.  Thus, avoid having to pay any unemployment.  Now days, anyone who wants to start their own business, they have so many laws to fight against, that it's pretty much impossible, unless you've got someone willing to front the money.  Then most likely spending the rest of your life paying for it.

Thus, websites and online business is so much more feasible, however, there is still alot of work to be done to get it up and running.  From making sure that it's attractive with substance, to Traffic Exchanges and other means of Promoting it.

It takes work and dedication, and you may not see any results for atleast a month.  But if you do your business right, and the demand is high enough, you'll be a hit in no time.  But if it's not in demand, be prepared for the worst.

If these can rule your heart,

Than You Will Find Victory

Always Remember that God Loves you, and is Your Creator, and can take your last breath, but instead, he continues to give you life.

1. Kindness to Others

2. Giving with Generosity in Mind

3. Work Hard in everything you do.

4. Have confidence in your good work

5. Be sure to take care of your home, Those who help you, and even the homeless

ThankYou